I figured that I better start using this blog for what I intended it for when I thought of the idea.
As I mentioned before, my name is Paul Kotler and I am an adult with autism. I have what some may call substantial differences in my sensory system, in how I communicate and how my body moves.
I will expand on those throughout my blog, but will leave it at that for now.
I wasn’t able to express myself for quite some time. You see, I have difficulty moving my mouth, tongue and lips to make speech. I can say a phrases, words and such that I having practiced saying a million times, but I have more difficulty with new material. Unfortunately, most of what I want to say is new material. Going around saying “I’ll be right back” or “Go to the bathroom” just doesn’t cut it when it comes to expressing what I really want to say!
So, I learned to type. It was a long process, but through typing I am able to see what I am saying so I can focus on creating without trying to remember what I wrote. I am also able to express myself fully. I can type so much more than I can say.
I had many instances in my life when I truly wanted to engage in a conversation but could not. I heard and understood, but could just not make my body create the plan for speech. Some people thought I was just stupid I guess, but those that really knew me realized that there was so much more I had to say. Now, I am going to say it, speak my mind and offer my thoughts on the diverse appearance of autism.
Thank you for doing this!
This is great Paul! Can’t wait to read more from you!